Miracles
By Marchauna Rodgers WT
Miracles
by Marchauna Rodgers
On the 15th of June, I heard the words no
parent wants to hear…
there was a mass in my daughter’s brain. To be
honest, I don’t
really remember what the doctor had to say. It
all jumbled together
into a voice not unlike the teacher in Peanuts
cartoons. Nothing
made sense.
Fast forward to September 20, 2018. We went
back to see the
neurosurgeon who removed the golf ball size
mass from her brain, for
her second post-operative follow-up. Dr.
Benjamin Ling is thrilled
with Makayla’s progress! In fact, he said she
doesn’t need to come
back for six months, twice as long as he said
when we saw him in
July. It was incredibly routine, considering
the reason for the
appointment, and the circumstances surrounding
our introduction.
In the time between June 15th and September
20th, we’ve found out
some incredible statistics. Our daughter’s
story is truly
miraculous. Let me explain.
You have less than a 1% chance of being
diagnosed with a brain tumor
in your lifetime.
Fewer than 5000 children under the age of 15
will be diagnosed with
a brain tumor this year. Of those who are
diagnosed with a brain
tumor, 97-98% of them will be diagnosed with
cancer. Of those who
have a glial cell tumor, 55% will have
glioblastoma, with an average
survival of 18 months. A glioblastoma was what
killed Senator
McCain.
Of the approximately 4600 kids who will be
diagnosed with a brain
tumor this year, more than 4500 of them will
hear the words no
parent wants to hear… that their child has
cancer.
Makayla truly is a walking miracle. Not only
does she not have
cancer, she has very few complications from the
surgery.
Technically, she has experienced a traumatic
brain injury. She has
brain damage; the whole where the tumor was
will never go back to
its normal size. She will always have a hole
there. You can see
where the doctor cut into her brain to remove
the tumor. That damage
will always been there. Doctors have been
closely monitoring her
vision, to see how it will be affected by the
papilledema and by the
surgery; the neurosurgeon was cutting in the
region where Makayla’s
optic nerve fibers are. She could have
permanent damage to her
vision. But it looks like her vision will be
fully restored!
All of us are still processing the trauma of
the summer. While
Makayla doesn’t have cancer, a brain tumor is
always bad, especially
for a child. She will live with the risk of
cancer and other
complications over her head for the rest of her
life. Though our
journey wasn’t as long as some, the experience
has deeply affected
each one of us. I can’t drive by Sacred Heart
Children’s Hospital
without looking at the room where Makayla
stayed. It still makes me
catch my breath. When Makayla had her first
follow-up MRI after
leaving the hospital, I cried. When we go to
the doctor, our
conversations are different. Our doctor is
responding differently to
routine health issues, because after this
summer we’re not taking
anything for granted.
The craziest part is, the same God who gave us
so many miracles with
our daughter took my mom to Heaven so
unexpectedly. The same God who
demonstrated His love for my family by healing
my daughter
demonstrated His love for my family by not
healing my mom. The very
same God.
In some ways it is difficult to reconcile those
truths. I must
prefer Makayla’s story to my mom’s. I wish my
mom had been
miraculously healed, too. I really do. It is
more painful than I
could have imagined; part of my heart is
missing. We have so many
“firsts” coming up: her birthday (it was in
September), kids’
birthdays (three grandkids have birthdays in
October), my sister’s
birthday (in November), Thanksgiving (Mom
always brought pumpkin
pie), my birthday (in December) and Christmas.
So many reminders
that Mom is gone. They are also reminders that
Makayla is still
here. That she doesn’t have cancer. That she
isn’t facing chemo or
radiation. That we don’t have to think about
planning her funeral.
Through all of this, I am seeing God’s
goodness. He is so good. In
my grief. In my heartache. In my
disappointment. Even in my joy. God
is good. That is my hope and comfort.
Marchauna and her husband Chris lead Cru
Spokane and are the parents
of eight children between 7 and 23. Marchauna
loves hiking, reading,
writing, and telling people about Jesus. If you
have enjoyed her
articles in Good News Northwest, you can find
more of her thoughts
at www.marchauna.blogspot.com.
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