A Tune That I Couldn’t Get Out Of My Head
by John Hart
When I was 20 years old, I had to undergo a series of extensive and
painful tests, which resulted in the discovery of a tumor on my brain.
Although I wasn’t actively or outwardly religious at that time, I did
have faith in God, having attended Sunday School and church for most
of my pre-teen years. When I was told that I had a tumor, I remained
quite calm over it, mostly because I didn’t comprehend - and hadn’t
been told - the extent of the dangers involved. My mother, though, was
very aware of the dangers. The neuro-surgeon had told her that he
wasn’t certain he could remove the entire tumor, as it was so large
and in a very sensitive area of my brain. For the time being, Mom kept
that information to herself.
Mom had just recently begun attending a church in our area. As a young
girl, she was raised by the Salvation Army, and had always been a very
strong believer. On Sunday, the day before my surgery, Mom went to
church early to pray. There was an adult Sunday School in progress
when she arrived, so she attended it for the first time. To her shock,
when she walked into the room, she saw a screen with an enlarged
picture of a brain. The lesson of that day was on how the different
areas of the brain function, and how it was believed by some that a
particular area is active only in Christians. Seeing the brain in full
detail was more than Mom could bear, and she ran from the room,
crying. When a woman from the class followed her, and asked why she
was so upset, Mom told her of my impending operation. The woman
comforted Mom and led her back into the classroom, where all the
members then joined together in prayer.
The big day finally arrived. Operation Day. I had already been in the
hospital for a week of tests and preparation. It was the eighth day of
the eighth month, and eight hours of surgery was scheduled for 08:00.
I got up extra early, not because of worry, but because I was
concerned about how I looked for the surgery. (Funny, I thought I was
so grown up back then...) It was just prior to the time of surgery,
when a nurse said, “You’re wearing makeup! And nail polish! You can’t
wear that during an operation!” There was a last-minute scramble as
the nurses rushed to find nailpolish remover and makeup remover. I was
devastated to know that my medical team would see me without makeup!
Fortunately, I suffered with that knowledge only briefly, as the gas
mask covered my face, and I began to count backwards from one hundred.
In my last few seconds of consciousness, I heard a loud buzz. Frantic,
but unable to move, I silently screamed, “Stop! You can’t saw my head
open! I’m still awake!” Then I drifted off into nothingness. I
realized later, that the sound I had heard was the buzz of an electric
shaver. They had delayed the shaving of my head until I was
anaesthetized, to ease the trauma of losing my long hair.
As the team of experts worked diligently on me, a visitor informed Mom
that patients having my operation stood a 50/50 chance of coming out
alive. Poor Mom. She waited and prayed. Meanwhile, the members of the
surgical team were in for a startling surprise. As they explored my
brain, they discovered that the tumor had disappeared! How could this
be? All of the tests had shown, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that a
tumor existed; but where was it now? Only God knew.
While I was still recovering in the hospital, I told Mom about a tune
that I couldn’t get out of my head. It was a song I hadn’t heard
before, and it was beautiful. It played in my head when I slept, and
it was playing in my head when I woke up from the surgery too. I
hummed it for her. I can still picture Mom, glowing with delight as
she smiled and said, “Honey, that’s the song we sang in Church when we
prayed for you.”
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