Unseen Healing
Liz Cockrell
I had been seriously frustrated about some issues in
my life for a long time. I kept reliving then again and
again: my mistakes; my loved ones mistakes; others
mistakes; the things I felt like were unfair and frustrating
and made me feel very helpless. I thought I had learned
to live with them but I knew I really had not because their
memories were always foremost in my mind.
About a week or so ago, I cried out in my heart to the
Lord for change: “Help me Lord. These frustrations need
to go. I can''t change things in the past or even how it
affects me today. I just can''t seem to be free. Dear Lord
help me”.
Somehow I looked in the spirit, like a dream. I
was in a group of Christians. We were supposed to be
standing up and coming to attention because an officer
was coming to check us out. To my horror, only a few
were coming to attention. They others did not even hear
the call to attention. A few stood straight and the rest
were dressing their old, unhealed wounds and all of them
privately moaning. Their jobs in the spiritual army were
going undone. They were helplessly sitting or laying there
concentrating on their wounds instead of being a soldier in
God’s army and ready to serve Him.
I realized that is what I have been doing for so long! I
need to be about Kingdom business and I have not truly
been because of all these unhealed wounds. I cried out
to God from the depths of my heart and He answered my
plea for help.
Suddenly Jesus was there with me and there was a
huge dumpster in front of us! I bagged up all my trash,
my criticisms of the past, my hurts and frustrations,
my weakness of letting the devil oppress me and tied it
closed. Jesus and I took it together and together we threw
it into the Father''s giant dumpster. That dumpster had
no bottom, just like the sea of God’s forgiveness. I never
heard it hit bottom and I knew it was gone forever
It’s been about a week now and it’s amazing. It feels
like I lost about a thousand pounds. I had a heaviness
that covered me from head to foot. And now it’s really
gone. Forgiveness and cleanness and healing came into
me and my feelings to me and all others. I am not holding
account of anything for me or them anymore. Not only is
the trash gone, but it is so gone that when I think of the
circumstances again, I don''t even remember the bad stuff,
and the good stuff is what I remember. All of my wounds,
hurt and frustrations are finally gone.
If you have been unable to be free from your past
hurts and frustrations that you have been privately
carrying around for years, JESUS WILL HELP YOU GET
IT TO THE DUMPSTER AND HELP YOU TOSS IT IN!
NO MATTER HOW HEAVY! You can be a part of what
God is doing and be a viable soldier in His plans for your
life. Ask Jesus to help you bag it up and take it to the
Father''s Dumpster. Put all of your hurts in there. Throw
them in the dumpster. It is trash and does not need to
be living in you.
Jesus tells us in Matthew 11:28-30, “Come to me, all of you
who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you
rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you because I am
humble and gentle and you will find rest for your souls. For
my yoke fits perfectly and the burden I give you is light.”
PRAISE THE LORD!
Liz Cockrell
Needville, Texas
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